Insides Out

Today I met a dairy farmer from Wisconsin who had all of her feminine internal organs removed and parts of other helpful organs nicked or cut as well.... and she was concerned about what her kids would  be eating with grandma or if they would be safe riding in their car seats.  Mothers... always putting themselves last... SUCH big hearts!  She was even having nightmares that her kids were abducted.

But she has full support from a loyal and long-time friend and she's beginning to relax and allow her healing.

Here are her session notes: Patient is having a lot of abdominal pain and hasn't had any movements since her surgery.  She's aware that she needs to get things moving and it has become uncomfortable.  She has had Healing Touch sessions back home and they have helped with these issues and she's hoping that this will help get things moving.  Of course this is her immediate need, but there's plenty more to what brought about the need for such a complete extraction of her feminine organs and some others as well.

Upon entering her face looked lost and sunken.  She told me every piece and bit that they removed from her and then mentioned how it is only comfortable to sit and then noticed that her feet were swollen more than before.  We put them up and I massaged them gently while we talked.

Before her diagnosis, she felt that she had no one who loved her... no support structure.  She found out that she had an army of support and love from this illness, but she wasn't fully receiving it or feeling deserving.  She smiled at the thought, but you could tell that she was still uneasy and shy about it.

But she was a great receiver of Reiki!  Her head was VERY hot.  Even my face got hot from having my hands on her head.  I didn't see much until I had one hand on her hand and one over her abdomen.  I saw a rainshower shower head pulling drops of purple from her abdomen and I could feel it running through my arm, down my side and out my leg into the earth.

At her left leg I saw her bone as a piece of steel; very rigid and strong.  She received very well through the soles of her feet; first in green light and then on her right foot in swirling purple.  That's when I knew that Raphael had entered.  The power surge is intense.  Thank you oh Nourishing One.

My next hand position, the purple was gone, but I had to move to be standing over her and all around her I saw many heads and some hands outstretched.... all the other entities (some with pointie spikes coming out of their heads)  assisting with her energy work for the session.  Tears.  It's so beautiful!

I went back to her abdomen and saw a beach ball under my hand.  That's a new one.  :)

She stayed in a peaceful sleep while I talked to her friend about what I saw and what might be helpful for her in her recovery.  They told me she was going to do some new kind of burn you from the inside out chemo starting in 3 weeks.  I cringed.  I told her that I think she's already doing the work of that by being so warm herself and to keep that up.  Since they had removed her feminine organs, I asked her friend if she would cycle with her, let her know when she was on her moon and cleanse and release together.  She recognized that the process was very healthy and necessary and she said she would do that.

Before I left I thanked her for being such a great friend for the patient.  She acted as if it was just her job.  What a brave and loyal heart!  <3 EE