And the Waves Went to Sleep

I'm a little late writing up this session, but here it is!  I hope I remember all the details.  Monday I had a patient who wanted a treatment prior to her surgery.  She had an energy treatment during her clinic appointments and wanted to have one before the main event which was the removal of a tumor which they thought was benign on her lungs.

I had a long talk with her before the treatment.  She was very anxious.  She told me that when she was 21 her Mom died of a blood clot to the lungs during a surgery.  She also said that she fainted when the surgeon came out early during her husband's surgery recently because she thought the same had happened to him.  She felt guilty for not being there.  She felt weak.

She also told me about why she was having the benign tumor removed from her lung.  She had melanoma a few years back on her leg and they wanted to be sure it didn't spread to the lung.

We talked about a lot more like calming down through meditation and breath work.  And working through memories and emotions by removing their charge on the meridian points.

I started the actual treatment and she remained awake with eyes open most of the treatment.  I could feel a good flow through her, but not many images right away.  I did specially stop on the lung area.  I saw an eye lid with really straight and thick eyelashes.  I asked the rigidness to go away and the lashes turned into flowing streamers.  It was much more feminine and light.

She had a lot of purple color surrounding her.  At her left shin I saw the xray image of the eyes of a wolf and then about 5 or 6 images of people in the same fashion - only the eyes and sometimes nose and in xray.  I figured it was her pack... she had mentioned that many people were praying for her and she felt supported in that.  Her feet had a blue bubble around them.  Little blue bubbles broke off and moved upward.  Then the bubble turned orange.

I moved to the other side, to the place where she had the melanoma.  I saw swirl waves rising up in this area.  I asked the area if the cancer was gone.  I didn't get an answer.  I asked the body if the surgery would process the cancer.  The swirl waves curled up into a circle as if to fall asleep in a ball and rested.  No more movement.  Wow.  The cancer waves when to sleep.  They weren't ugly bugs, they were beautiful spiral waves.  I haven't seen the cancer pictured that way before.  She must have thought of the cancer as beautiful.

At her right hip I asked to see what animals were with her.  She had a bear cub that only appeared really quickly - only the ears.  Funny that whole bodies aren't shown of the animals and people by her spirit.

At the end, I told her the three main ideas from the book 'Proof of Heaven' - You are loved.  You can do no wrong.  There is nothing to fear.  She appreciated the 'fear' statement the most.  Fear of her surgery was definitely something she was feeling.

Strangely, she said she felt nothing during the treatment.  She didn't see anything.  She really had no reaction to the treatment, but she did feel more relaxed.  I had never heard that before.... huh.. always something new I guess!  EE

A Voice and an Ear

I met again with the 'patient patient' from May.  She was back in for a chemo treatment and wanted Reiki prior to the spinal tap that she was dreading.  She was scared.  She told me many times.  The last tap didn't turn out well for her and she was scared to be going back.

I walked in.  She asked me if I did yoga.  I said I did.  She said, 'oh it's YOU!  I have been searching for you for weeks!  I couldn't find you!  You are my angel!  I thought you had disappeared!  After you treated me last time, I saw tons of angels, but then the angels went away and I didn't think they would ever come back!'  I told her angels always come when requested.

She told me many things that were going on in her life and cried some.  She told me that she missed home.  She missed her dog.  She needed to get his seizure medications in order so he would be healthy.  He was overweight and not looking good.  She was sad that she was losing chickens.  When she left, she had 40 chickens and now there were only 15 or so and many were males.  She thought something was killing them and her boyfriend wasn't taking good enough care of them.  Just as she said that she caught herself and said 'Oh I shouldn't be worried about that.'  Yet that's what she wanted to tell me, her angel.  It's significant for her... caring for her animals.

We started her treatment because we had a hard stop time when the massage therapist was coming back.  She asked if it would bother me if she talked.  I said she could talk if that's what she wanted.  She said I smelled really good. :) (last time she had commented on my perfume so I was sure to wear it again this time) Then she didn't stop talking through the whole treatment.  She and I conversed about the thoughts running through her head.  She worries and her thoughts take her all over the place.  I asked if she tried deep breathing.  She said no.  She said she knew she needed to do more of that.  We talked about self-kindness and self-love.  I told her it's a practice.  She said she's not good at it.

I told her she has the abilty to heal herself and that God dwells in her.  She cried.  She knew.  She said   when they first found the tumor in her leg she did a lot of Reiki on herself and melted the tumor away, but she hasn't been focused on her healing anymore.  Her mind is full of thoughts of worry.  We talked about observing her thoughts... like sitting on a river bank watching a river flow by.  She understood that analogy.  That made sense.  I told her that she is not her thoughts... she's the being on the river bank... on solid ground.

At one point she asked me what I did for work.  I said I worked with computers.  She said 'How did an Earth Girl get involved with computers?'  :)

At the end, a flood of people entered her room; her nurse, the massage therapist and the rounding young residents.  I finished her treatment by telling her some of the things I learned from our time together.  I told her that her throat chakra was really pulling energy from my hands and that I wore blue today which corresponds to the throat chakra... I must have known she needed it.  I also knew that she needed her voice to be heard so I let her talk through the ttreatment which is something I have never done before.  I told her to keep letting her voice be heard.  Also I said to use her voice to be grateful to those who are helping her like her sister-in-law who has opened her home to her.  And I said to let her voice come from her heart... such a dear heart.

While I was giving her my findings her nurse and the massage therapist where there listening.  I could see her nurse watching me and listening very intently.  I could tell that she had never heard a 'diagnosis' like this before.  She was open.  She was interested.  I think she'll benefit from hearing that.  The massage therapist understood the chakra concepts and she encouraged our patient to use colors to enhance the healing.

And then the flow of residents entered.... and I left with my iPod of hang drum tunes.  What a different energy... but we had our moment... her voice speaking to my ear.  EE