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| Baby Girl |
This woman was amazing from the moment I stepped into the room.... she was so gracious about me coming to see her. She has some of the kindest eyes I've ever seen. She called me her angel. She held my hand. She told me two stories about angels touching her life during her illness. She told me she believes in angels and their work. She had never had Reiki before, but she knew it would help and trusted in the energy coming from The Divine. She said she was open and ready to receive. She told me she had been looking at the picture of Jesus in her room and asking him over and over again to help her through this phase of her journey. She was on her last few hours in the hospital and was SO glad I could come by to see her before she left.
Then when I was about to start, she said had to use the bathroom... we got her out of bed and she used the bathroom (door wide open) and talked to me the whole time. When she got back she asked if I cared if she didn't have her underwear on because they were digging into her abdomen... hahahaha! I said I didn't mind one bit! :)
I started at her head and right away I felt like I needed to call her 'Baby Girl'. This came up a few times during the treatment like I was comforting her. She was indeed doing well receiving because the energy was flowing through me and my hands were quite warm. She seemed to want as much touch as possible so I laid my hands on her head, cheeks, chest, shoulders... all the way around except for her sacral chakra.
At her head I saw a lot of little wings... like many fairies hanging out, but seeing as this was the first of the hand positions and her spirit liked to gradually give me access to her visions, I didn't see any color.. just the wings flying around.
I didn't see anything at her chest, shoulders or arm, but when I got to her abdomen (which she had showed me earlier- it was very bloated and there were two incisions one with a tube coming out of it for drainage), the images flew at me. The images were in a muted purple/black color and were very active. First the image was a tangled ball of string. Then the image turned to a big rotating fan, then ornamental drawn flowers, then hieroglyphic type images of a person moving, then all calmed down into a small dome at the bottom of my mind screen. No more flying images... just a dome of stillness. I knew it was time to move on.
I moved to the sacral chakra - one hand on her left hand and one hand over her creative organs. Immediately I saw a beautiful green flower and I started to cry. Green is the color of healing and the flower has always been the symbol of the female sexual organs. She needed some healing in her feminine beauty. I loved how her spirit showed me through a gorgeous flower. It was so moving!
I moved down to her feet and at her left foot I felt a presence on my back...I saw the face of a leopard.... black I think... there were no spots on his face. He wasn't mean, but he was wise. He wanted to be seen and I think he was on my back because he was working with me. I have had angels and Jesus over my back as well. It seems like it would be scary because you don't have eyes back there to see, but I think that's where trust comes in.
At the bottom of both feet she had yellow light coming out over her body in the shape of a triangle with the tip at her head and the base at her feet. Then it turned to red light (the color of the root chakra) and changed shape into a semi-circle. I saw some messy looking spiders... as if they were made of string... not realistic. They were definitely frowning though so I asked them to leave. A couple more appeared after that, but then they left. Back came the purple and I saw what looked like a tunnel of purple light pulsing. I noticed that the tunnel walls looked like the skin of a snake. The purple light would start at the back of the tunnel and move up and then it would retreat back and move forward again. This probably happened 5 times. My take on this is that she has an active snake at her feet... and I was reminded of St. Patrick who usually is pictured with a snake at his feet for 'driving all the snakes out of Ireland'. It may have no significance to her, but that's what I think since I'm a wee bit Irish. :)
At her right ankle and knee I saw a ton of purple moving. I figured she must be regal and that she was a queen..About this time she made a strange noise. I thought she was snoring, but later she told me she felt a that noise come from deep within her and it let out so much of what she had experienced in the last week in the hospital.. She said it didn't feel like it even came from her.
I put my hand on her stomach again from the other side and all was quiet. I asked to see an image of her warrior at her solar plexus chakra - the chakra of personal strength. I saw a head dress. She didn't have weapons, but she had the costume of a warrior. Then I saw the most beautiful image of a heart. One side was purple and the other side was green with a small bud with a long stem running through it. I stayed here to view it longer thinking about how amazing it would be to capture all the images some how that I see during these sessions and be able to show the patients. This one was gorgeous... and it was over the place of her surgery, her transplant, the place that had been so chaotic only minutes before. WOW!
I placed my hand on her heart for a long time. I didn't see anything, but I felt good energy exchange. Then I stepped back and beamed energy through my hands. I felt another presence behind me. This time it was Jesus. He was doing the same thing I was doing and when I felt him I felt the energy in my hands power up. I called him Emmanuel in my mind and thanked him for coming. I knew that she would appreciate his presence and it would mean so much to her.
I could tell when he left so I figured I would end the session. I smoothed out her energy and her eyes opened. She raised her arms up a little as if in praise. She brought her hands in prayer position in front of her heart, then to her brow and then back down to her heart.
She opened her eyes. She said she felt like she was floating. She had no pain. What was painful before now felt like cotton balls in her belly. Her face was pure peace. She thanked me. She told me about the noise that she made and what that felt like. She told me that she too saw a bud when I was over her abdomen the last time. She also told me that she has a niece whom they call Baby Girl whom she thought about right at the end and whom she hadn't heard from since stay in the hospital.
The flower in her second chakra brought tears to her eyes. She said that she had a hysterectomy at the age of 25 and had always wanted to have children. She said she always thinks she's over it until she talks about it again and then she gets emotional. She still wanted to adopt until she was in her 60s, but never did. She feels like she missed out on so much because she wasn't able to nurture and love any offspring.
I'm almost certain I will talk with her again. We have some more bonding to do! :) What a blessing she is! Towards the end of my treatment I asked that she be guided on the lessons she is to learn in this lifetime by all that she has had to go through. I asked the angels to guide her because after all, that is what they do! :)
xx - EE
